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Its really storming here right now.  I like it but I don't like the sticks hitting against my window.  I found out that I got an A in my Illustrator class, GO ME!  I've never gotten an A in any of the classes I took at college, I have a 4.0 gpa right now, I'm happy.  There are somethings though at this moment in time that would make me 100xs more happier than that.  Some deal with someone I will never see again other deal with family issues.  Hopefully 2005 will bring better things.  

Have a nice New Years.
Name: Laura
Piercings: 7
Tattoos: 3
Height: 5'4
Shoe size: 10
Hair color: Brown
Length: Shoulder length.
Siblings: 2 brothers

Movie you rented: Ju-On
Movie you bought: Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Tell me What Rockers to Eat
Song you listened to: Nothing Gets Crossed Out - Bright Eyes
Song that was stuck in your head: The one above
CD you bought: Gwen Stefani
CD you listened to: Lifted or The Story is in the Soil ....
Person you've called: Gil
Person that's called you: Sharia
TV show you've watched: TNA Wrestling ... MMMMMM Jeff Hardy
Person you were thinking of: Someone up above there

You have a bf or gf: Nope
You have a crush on someone: Sure
You wish you could live somewhere else: LA
You think about suicide: Every other day
You believe in online dating:  HAHA
Others find you attractive: Doubt it
You want more piercings:  No, I do miss my tounge one though
You drink: Everyday
You do drugs: Not anymore
You smoke: No
You like cleaning: Sometimes
You like roller coasters: Yes
You write in cursive or print: Print
You carry a donor card: No

Long distance relationships: They suck but sometimes they work
Using someone: Not cool
Killing people: There are people I want to kill but I don't think I could
Teenage smoking: Who cares
Premarital sex: For
Driving drunk: What about driving & drinking at the same time?
Gay/lesbian relationship: For
Soap operas: Nope

Food: Chips & Salsa
Song: I have way too many
Thing to do:  Hang out with people whos company I enjoy
Thing to talk about:  Music, Scary movies, guys junk, depression, art
Sports: Baseball
Drinks:  Coke, Wine, VODKA
Clothes: Ones that fit
Movies: The Ring, The Grudge, that Paris Hilton Porno, Fight Club
Band/singer: Too many, Conor Oberst, The guy from the Faint, Jenny Lewis, Billy Corgan
Holiday: Halloween & Christmas
New nerdy saying: Douche Bag?

Pretty: Hardly
Funny: Yeah
Friendly: Too friendly. It gets me fucked over.
Amusing:  Of course
Loveable: I guess
Pessimistic: Occasionally
Optimistic:  Queen of Doom & Gloom
Caring: Very
Sweet: Yes.
Dorky: Every moment
Spell your first name back wards: Arual
The story behind your LJ user name: 2 songs by one of my favorite bands, its old now
Are you straight: Yes.
Where do you live: Cali
4 words that sum you up:  Fun, Tired, Sarcasic, Smart Ass

Wallet: Black, Designed by Gwen Stefani, LOVE ANGEL MUSIC BABY
Hairbrush: Ugly brown
Toothbrush:  Pink & White
Jewelry worn daily:  Random earrings found around my room
Pillow cover: Whtie, old, with embrodered flowers
Blanket: Gray fleece
Coffee cup: Burgandy, big, with flowers
Sunglasses: I lost them
Shoes: Black bowler shoes
Handbag:  Small Hella Hobo by Gwen Stefani
Favorite top:  The kind you wear
CD in stereo right now:  My stereo doesn't play cds anymore
What you are wearing now: Jeans & Striped shirt
Hair:  Crazy bun
Make up: None.

In my mouth: Gum
In my head: It hurts
Wishing: Why didn't I hit it?
After this: Take my brother home probably
Talking to: No one.
Eating: GUM
If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason:  HAHAHA  I'm not answering that
Person you wish you could see right now:  Just one but I don't think I'll get to see him for a long time or ever again
Is next to you: The wall & a cd tower
Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month: Christmas
Something that you are deathly afraid of:  DEATH
Do you like candles: YES
Do you like hot wax: OH YESSS
Do you like incense: Now we're talking
Do you like the taste of blood:  Get Kinky
Do you believe in love: Yes.
Do you believe in soul mates: Yes.
Do you believe in love at first sight:  Sometimes
Do you believe in forgiveness: Yes.
Do you believe in God: No
What do you want done with your body when you die:  Does it matter?
Who is your worst enemy: The world
If you could have any animal for a pet: A Koala
What is the latest you've ever stayed up:  24hrs maybe more
Ever been to Belgium:  What
Can you eat with chopsticks: Yes.
What's your favorite coin: Quarter but the dime is really misunderstood
What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to: Chicago, LA, San Deigo, New York, Orlando
What are some of your favorite pig out foods:  Chips & Salsa
Whats something that you wish people would understand: Me.
What's something you wish you could understand better: Afterlife.
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time:  YEEES everyday
Something you want to make happen for tomorrow:  This week long headache to go away
Weeks turn into months & before you know it your stuck in a rut.  I never thought I'd make it 3 months there & now its been 10 months.  I feel ill thinking about that place.  

I'm so tired of mix signals from guys & people who want my attention for reasons I don't know of.

I'm tired of not having any days off for me

I'm tired of waking up at 4:30am all the time

I'm tired of my friend falling asleep when I go over to sulk & vent about my frustrations

I'm tired of being watched like I'm a 12yr old little girl when I'm 25yrs old & a grown adult

most of all I'm just REALLY REALLY TIRED!  I want to sleep for days & weeks & not be bothered

I'm tired of worrying about my family I'm tired of worrying about people judging me & I"m tired of everyones opinions

I'm tired of being drunk alone with no one to enjoy it with

I'm tired of not being able to hold his hand

I'm just tired of being alone
For my Illustrator class we are having a show on the 15th of December.  It will feature everyones finals from all the graphic communication classes, including mine which means anyone in sacto should come cause art is cool!!!  Also I made awsome invitations for select people that will be delievered out during the week.  
School has been going well.  I had to drop my photography class due to lack of funding on my part.  I just can't afford all the materials all the time.  Sucks but oh well I'm loving Illustrator more & more everyday.  I think we have 2 more projects & then we are out for the winter.  I'm probably going to sign up for the next class because I just love that class soo much.  If you couldn't tell I've been adding alot of different things lately I just never write on here about it.  I figure you'll see them also with my other journal you run out of things to write about.  

i'm going to laydown now I'm sleepy
Yes I've decided to go back to school.   It started last wed actually.  I'm taking Intermidate Photography & Beginning Adobe Illustrator.  I'm really excited about my Illustrator class because I want to learn how to use that program so bad.  I have it & I use it but I'm not using it to its full potiental I think.  I'll try & see about scanning some of my photography prints when I make them.  My dad has a scanner since mine is crapped out or something.  Anyway I've added 2 new deviations so check them out.  
So I finally got the damn thing to download & work except for the fact that i have to set my computer clock back to 2001 when I want to run the program.  Thats no big deal.  Anyway I made both of these using it.  I'm not sure what the heck I'm doing I'm just winging it as I go.  Both pictures are of Audrey Hepburn because I love her & the one of her with the ponytail I did lastnight so its not that great but the second one of her in the pink jacket I like.  Its one of my favorite pictures of her.  
Yesterday I tried downloading Adobe Illustrator twice from Kazaa & each time it didn't work.  Today I decided to see if I could make my own illustration using photoshop & there is my attempt.  Its alright but I do need to get better so I'm sure I'll try doing more.  My hand was a little shaky so its not all straight.  Anyway I guess thats all.  I was going to take photographs yesterday but was too lazy to do it.  I got new batteries for my camera so it will happen soon.  Maybe this Friday because I'm off.  Its been raining so everything will look all shinny.  This time I might do color.  I really should just enroll in school again & take the adobe, flash, photography, & web designing classes but with work I don't see how I can.  I'll think it over.