My brother who has been in the navy for 2yrs has gotten orders to go to Iraq. I'm not happy about it. I'm pretty devistated but I know he will be ok & he will come back fine. I just wish that I had people to talk to about all this frustration.
Its cold outsideIts really storming here right now. I like it but I don't like the sticks hitting against my window. I found out that I got an A in my Illustrator class, GO ME! I've never gotten an A in any of the classes I took at college, I have a 4.0 gpa right now, I'm happy. There are somethings though at this moment in time that would make me 100xs more happier than that. Some deal with someone I will never see again other deal with family issues. Hopefully 2005 will bring better things.
Have a nice New Years.
You think you know me?Basic
Shoe size: 10
Hair color: Brown
Length: Shoulder length.
Siblings: 2 brothers
Movie you rented: Ju-On
Movie you bought: Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Tell me What Rockers to Eat
Song you listened to: Nothing Gets Crossed Out - Bright Eyes
Song that was stuck in your head: The one above
CD you bought: Gwen Stefani
CD you listened to: Lifted or The Story is in the Soil ....
Person you've called: Gil
Person that's called you: Sharia
TV show you've watched: TNA Wrestling ... MMMMMM Jeff Hardy
Person you were thinking of: Someone up above there
You have a bf or gf: Nope
You have a crush on someone: Sure
You wish you could live somewhere else: LA
You think about suicide: Every other day
You believe in online dating: HAHA
Others find you attractive: Doubt it
You want more piercings: No, I do miss my tounge one though
You drink: Everyday
You do drugs: Not anymore
You smoke: No
You like cleaning: Sometimes
You like roller c
Days blend to weeksWeeks turn into months & before you know it your stuck in a rut. I never thought I'd make it 3 months there & now its been 10 months. I feel ill thinking about that place.
I'm so tired of mix signals from guys & people who want my attention for reasons I don't know of.
I'm tired of not having any days off for me
I'm tired of waking up at 4:30am all the time
I'm tired of my friend falling asleep when I go over to sulk & vent about my frustrations
I'm tired of being watched like I'm a 12yr old little girl when I'm 25yrs old & a grown adult
most of all I'm just REALLY REALLY TIRED! I want to sleep for days & weeks & not be bothered
I'm tired of worrying about my family I'm tired of worrying about people judging me & I"m tired of everyones opinions
I'm tired of being drunk alone with no one to enjoy it with
I'm tired of not being able to hold his hand
I'm just tired of being alone
Year end show YOU should comeFor my Illustrator class we are having a show on the 15th of December. It will feature everyones finals from all the graphic communication classes, including mine which means anyone in sacto should come cause art is cool!!! Also I made awsome invitations for select people that will be delievered out during the week.
They don't love you like I love youSchool has been going well. I had to drop my photography class due to lack of funding on my part. I just can't afford all the materials all the time. Sucks but oh well I'm loving Illustrator more & more everyday. I think we have 2 more projects & then we are out for the winter. I'm probably going to sign up for the next class because I just love that class soo much. If you couldn't tell I've been adding alot of different things lately I just never write on here about it. I figure you'll see them also with my other journal you run out of things to write about.
i'm going to laydown now I'm sleepy
School has startedYes I've decided to go back to school. It started last wed actually. I'm taking Intermidate Photography & Beginning Adobe Illustrator. I'm really excited about my Illustrator class because I want to learn how to use that program so bad. I have it & I use it but I'm not using it to its full potiental I think. I'll try & see about scanning some of my photography prints when I make them. My dad has a scanner since mine is crapped out or something. Anyway I've added 2 new deviations so check them out.
Christmas free-to-use Stuff!Journal to compile free-to-use Christmas things from me~ Have fun!
You are free to use: as part of your avatar, decorate your profile (at any site), re-post with credits/link to this journal!
Not allowed to: sell in any way, claim as yours, re-post without credits.
//Going to add more as soon as I get time to draw more of those thingies :3
About MMD YanSim ModelsHi anyone reading this, but I just want to notify you sorry for the inactivity for a while. I have been taking a break for a very long time and I have little to no interest in Yandere Simulator and MMD. I have no motivation to finish what I started, and I don't want to just keep saying, "Model will be put on download soon." What I want to say is that I won't be making anymore Yandere Simulator models and I want to break any promises I made from you guys. Feel free to use my models and edit them, because I won't be making any Yandere Simulator Models in the meantime. Now that I won't be making Yandere Simulator models I will probably be inactive and will post some screenshots here in there in my free time.
so bleeeh yeah no more yan sim models and you can edit my models because i dont really care about yandere simulator bleeheheeh that also means that i wont be that active anymore blehehehehe theres the start of school so i wont be active times 2 bleheheheh xddddd
yeah, thank you for un
[CLOSED+ WINNER]HALLOWEEN RAFFLE 21-SHADOWMONSTERTHE RAFFLE ENDS \;/7//;/!
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I have read all the comments, yesterday unfortunately I was out of home
plus my little cat escape from house and I've had a lot of fear, fortunately I found her ( is my last cat who have been invested years ago T-T this is why I was in panic ;_; )
Today I'll try to reply to as many comment I can \T///T/
But now...the winner is...
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And thanks again to everyone!
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To celebrate this day I think with my sister to sta
Undertale 50 day Challenge! (Not my list!!!)Note: I did NOT make this list! My sister texted me the list and I'm not sure who the original maker is.
I'm just listing the 50 drawing meme's. If you know who the ORIGINAL maker of this list is, please link it to me.
1) Draw yourself in the outfit you'd wear if you were to fall into the Underground.
2) Draw yourself encountering Flowey.
3) Draw yourself in your favorite armor/defense combo.
4) Draw yourself in the dummy encounter.
5) Draw yourself buying (or not buying) something at the spider bake-sale in the ruins.
6) Draw yourself looking at Toriel's socks.
7) Draw yourself exploring your favorite room/area.
8) Draw yourself reacting to sans's puns while hiding behind the lamp.
9) Draw yourself playing the hole game in Snowdin.
10) Draw yourself talking to an echo flower.
11) Draw yourself with Sans in Grillby's with your order.
12) Draw yourself walking with Monster Kid.
13) Draw yourself in Toriel's bossfight.
14) Draw yourself in papyrus's bossfight.
15) Draw yourse
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i just wanted to thank each and every one of your watches, faves, and comments
they help push me to improve my art!!! it's the holidays & it's time to give back :-)
bun has left da, so it's not a double art raffle! i just wanted to use the header he made for me cos it's rly cute <3
1st place winner - berrysquid
2nd + 3rd place winner - melon-cube + iRosefeather
congrats!!! all the winners will be notified! thank you all for participating <3
CringeLop got to see some of these and took pictures of them. Gotta upload them before she does. Also thought it'd be interesting for you guys to see!
This was when Claire was a dragon Scootaloo (also seemingly exactly like siansaar's Lavender), Valiant was a little more like Prism and Estrello existed. If I remember correctly, these were gonna be the only three characters I focused on and Claire was gonna eventually become a part of the guard.
Some old Sparity and Buttonbelle and WTF is happening to Sweetie's face
Illusion and Celestia making silly faces
I wanna say these were the first drafts of the next gen (Claire and T not included since I'd already posted drawings of them here). Annie wasn't gonna exist and Fluttershy wa
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I’ve realized over the years that I can’t draw everything myself, and I’ve damaged my hands by trying to draw all of my comics on my own. My followers are always asking when the next chapter of Fisheye Placebo or Knite is coming out, and it always pains me to say not yet. I can’t draw for more than a few hours a day now before the pain sets in.
I’m still determined to finish the comics I started, but I know I’m going to need help. I’ve been dabbling in 3D backgrounds for Fisheye Placebo, but I still had to build them myself, which is very time consuming and damaging to my hands in different ways.
I’ve been thinking a lot and I want to move my comic creating techniques to the next level and incorporate both 3D characters and 3D backgrounds. I’m not the most skilled when it comes to 3D programs, and I don’t have the time or health to create all the models myself, so I am looking